"Yeh we're only gonna fake it"

"A slap in the face and a look of disgrace infront of the whole race, it's all gone sour.

I stare at the floor as she storms out the door and the man at the bar shouts 'Happy Hour'"

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Such a 'feel-good' song but I don't think it's meant to be a very happy song *shrugs* oh well. Check it bitches!

Well exams are dead and so technically I should now be a bit more alive... but I'm really not. I am spending to long on the computer and doing F all. I have 3 months of holiday in total, 3 weeks of which will be spent away in Ireland and Wales. I think I probably need to get off my backside and do things. I've made cakes, attempted to read more of James Joyce's 'Ulysses', played way too much World of Warcraft, worked the normal hours at the pub and done nothing much else thats any different to what I would normally do. I just want to sun to come out so I can go out and stuff. Im going to ride to Little Aston park at some stage, just because it IS acceptable for a nearly 18year old to play on swings :) Speaking of which... I will be 18 in just over a month... a month and 5 days to be precise. I still don't know what I want or what I'm going to do. I have nothing planned so I think it'll be spontaneous drinking, though having drunk a whole bottle of Baileys last night the thought of alcohol is making me feel a little disgusting... though I must say... I have definately shifted the threshold of my 'feeling and being drunk' point. One glass of wine, maybe 2 used to be all it took but now I can drink a whole bottle of Baileys or 3 glasses of champagne and 3 glasses of red wine and still be ok to drink more because I feel just a teeny bit tipsy. I must say, the Baileys was the worst out of those but it makes up for that by being THE sexiest drink in the world. Yes, drinks CAN be sexy... Baileys proves that in my opinion. Though Remy Martin does come in at 2nd place very close behind.

I can't get Palladium's Happy Hour out of my head!
Watched Blade today with a couple of cups of Earl Grey at Rach's. How lovely. I made Butterfly cakes especially for the occassion but went and left them at home. Oh she's clever! *pats own back*

I'm feeling somewhat tired but quite thoughtful. What I want is to feel creative but I think the very concept of a holiday is turning me into some sort of zombie pretending to be alive even though Im actually not getting up or going to bed at considerably different times :S I think it's because I'm not doing much. I ought to go out and run or cycle or something. Maybe I will go swimming. Well I have horseriding on Friday... hour private jump lesson... which will be good. And sometime this holiday I will have my birthday thingy from my parents where I get to own a horse for a week and ride him/her as much as I like, which will be wonderful.

I need to go now because Im sure I can hear WoW calling me to kill some Rabid Dire Wolves before I pop off to work ce soir.
Auf Wiedersehen ladies and gentlemen *tips tophat*